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moving-past-the-feeling-again:
Now that I’m not so shocked, I want to properly write out my feelings on my aunt MB and the joy she has brought to my life.
This photo was taken of MB when Tibetan monks came and performed a healing ceremony for her. It seemed that when MB was diagnosed with cancer she tried so hard to not let it get the best of her. But with all the chemo it was clear that it was making her weak and it was making her lose her spark. She turned to more mental and holistic treatment, and it helped her stay positive. If there’s one word I could ever think of when I describe MB it’s optimistic.
MB was always the one parent, out of my aunts and uncles, who cut us some slack and let us be kids. As I said earlier, she was always the one to deal with my cousins and I when we got in trouble. She’s the one who talked to the chaperones at the Yacht Club when Casey and Amelia got caught skinny dipping. She was the one who came to pick all of us up when we almost had the Coast Guard and Police called because we were illegally jumping off the roof of the Clam Bar Restaurant into the harbor. She was the one who caught us being teenagers and experimenting but gave us a talk instead of ripping our heads off. (Even though Chris tried to convince her at first that she was under the influence of certain substances, not us, and then proceeded to dance around the room).
MB, you gave life to two beautiful children who will go on and make a difference in the world. Chis and Elizabeth were so lucky to have had you as a mother and you gave them so much love no matter what.
Thank you MB for making my summers on the Cape, my time with my family, such a positive experience. Although I wasn’t able to see you in your last year of life, I will always have the memories you gave me. I still remember the night you had too many glasses of wine, so Chris and I had to walk to South Street to get you.
You are missed. You are loved. I hope your spirit is free from pain.
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The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button (via soweak-sopowerful)
Some one very important to me passed away today. It’s been a long struggle and in a way I’m happy it’s over for her. I miss her constantly.